Wednesday, April 20, 2005
never in my life have i been so fucking irritated by a whole course. never. it might be due to in part by my spectacular screw up, but i don't think so, or again, maybe i'm just biased.
ever since i started this course, a loud voice inside my head told me to screw that course and drop it, but nooooOOOOOO i had to keep it.
Could it be the anal retentive content and the level of meaningless detail one must memorize in order to get just a point?
Could it be the overwhelming number of pre-meds who emininently memorize the abovementioned details and hence skew the curve so badly to the wrong side of the bell curve?
Could it just be the self important jargon clinicians like to use to mask their comprehension or lack thereof on the subject matter?
Whatever the case is, its turning me off systems neuroscience. I take it that at graduate level, things are not as anal as senior level courses. However, I have a feeling one still has to memorize oneself silly with all that bullshit that doesn't mean anything.
And now instead of working on my Lit paper I'm worrying myself silly over this bullshit course that i don't even need for my fucking major!
Thats it then, no more senior level courses for me already. I fully expected myself to buang on the grad level courses this semester, but I've never thought that its this stupid self important anal stuck up piece of shit course (hrmm.... sounds like I'm talkign about myself here) is taking away years of my fucking life.
Fuckin' 'ay!
ever since i started this course, a loud voice inside my head told me to screw that course and drop it, but nooooOOOOOO i had to keep it.
Could it be the anal retentive content and the level of meaningless detail one must memorize in order to get just a point?
Could it be the overwhelming number of pre-meds who emininently memorize the abovementioned details and hence skew the curve so badly to the wrong side of the bell curve?
Could it just be the self important jargon clinicians like to use to mask their comprehension or lack thereof on the subject matter?
Whatever the case is, its turning me off systems neuroscience. I take it that at graduate level, things are not as anal as senior level courses. However, I have a feeling one still has to memorize oneself silly with all that bullshit that doesn't mean anything.
And now instead of working on my Lit paper I'm worrying myself silly over this bullshit course that i don't even need for my fucking major!
Thats it then, no more senior level courses for me already. I fully expected myself to buang on the grad level courses this semester, but I've never thought that its this stupid self important anal stuck up piece of shit course (hrmm.... sounds like I'm talkign about myself here) is taking away years of my fucking life.
Fuckin' 'ay!
