Thursday, September 02, 2004
1st day of school today, nothing much but of course, soon the shit will follow. Been deprived of internet for more than a week now, and its pissing me off. Jaby sez wait a few weeks, but my guess is by end of next week, everyone will be pissed off and will start throwing things at that stupid cheap bastard craphead of the landlord, who promised us a T1 connection but instead piggybacked 7 DSL connections onto the dorm. Stupid cheap bastard, and he doesnt handle the DSL hookup applications now, so we'd have to do it ourselves. I foresee it would be months before I finally can do the usual stuff I do everyday online(ie, talking on MSN, surfing for, er, distractions). Having no MSN messenger around is already truncating my already shitty social life. I'm dying from deprivation, and I simply cannot stand jostling for space in the computer room downstairs with those spoilt knn cb korean freshmen. The guys especially, since they all look like stupid dumb gay bitchshits. Who the hell started this trend of freaking Asians dying their goddamn hair in patchworks and gelling it up to look like a work of a spray artist who happened to be high on amphetamines and thus made a rather botched job of er, creating a work of art that looks like a cross between dyed pubic hair and Chewbacca's left buttock? And why is it the rage nowadays for girls to like korean actors, when the representative male specimens all look like metrosexual gay bullshits?
Am starting to question 1) Why the hell did I sign the lease to stay in this STUPID place in the first place? 2) What the fuck is wrong with the freshmen of the world? (Was never a freshman in a freshman sense)
On the research front, I cut my teeth on thursday, when the supervisor threw me into the cauldron and made me present what shit i did so far for the project. On hindsight, it was rather more like a shooting gallery than a group meeting, and I came out of the meeting with the following conclusion: My cerebral cortex tends to shut down in front of a crowd, and hence the tendency of speaking in monosyllabus increases in a dose dependent manner hinging upon the amount of people and the degree of hostility (or antipathy) they have towards my work. Dick, the other lao jiao on my lab and my supervisor had a protracted argument which arose from a difference in opinion (is that goddamn thing on the gelshift a full length or truncated protein goddamit?). In any case, this was the first time I had a migraine after going back from lab.
If I survive this semester,I'm going to give myself a break. No more garang stuff for me for Spring.
Am starting to question 1) Why the hell did I sign the lease to stay in this STUPID place in the first place? 2) What the fuck is wrong with the freshmen of the world? (Was never a freshman in a freshman sense)
On the research front, I cut my teeth on thursday, when the supervisor threw me into the cauldron and made me present what shit i did so far for the project. On hindsight, it was rather more like a shooting gallery than a group meeting, and I came out of the meeting with the following conclusion: My cerebral cortex tends to shut down in front of a crowd, and hence the tendency of speaking in monosyllabus increases in a dose dependent manner hinging upon the amount of people and the degree of hostility (or antipathy) they have towards my work. Dick, the other lao jiao on my lab and my supervisor had a protracted argument which arose from a difference in opinion (is that goddamn thing on the gelshift a full length or truncated protein goddamit?). In any case, this was the first time I had a migraine after going back from lab.
If I survive this semester,I'm going to give myself a break. No more garang stuff for me for Spring.
